These first two months of the orientation have been a roller coaster. I had a difficult time, at first, adjusting to my role as an RN, especially on a high acuity unit with a lot going on. There were moments when I doubted myself and my decision to accept the position on such a stressful unit. I remember two distinct times, while casually talking with my boss, where I wanted to tell him that I'd made a huge mistake. I remember praying and asking for the courage to do it. I also remember praying that the director on the mother-baby unit would still consider me for a job on that floor (a job I turned down back in June). But, as the weeks continued, I finally found my groove. I had not one, not two, but three doctors compliment me to my preceptor about my communication skills. I got 5 "spirit grams" from patients who took the extra step to extend their appreciation for the care I gave them. I got a whole new perspective of my role and it gave me the push I needed to persevere. And, now, I can say with confidence that I made the right decision choosing the telemetry unit.
As I sit here at 3am (awake since yesterday at 5am), prepping for my very first night shift, I am overwhelmed with gratefulness and so excited to be starting the next chapter. As with most things in life, I've compiled a list of pros and cons to working nights. As you'll see, it is a no brainer why it's the right shift for me. While I know it will present challenges of its own, I know it is a better fit for my personality.
Cons (I couldn't think of many):
- Trying to sleep during the day
- Not working with the day staff I've come to know and appreciate. They are awesome!
- Having to page doctors in the middle of the night
- Less people on the floor to help
Pros:
- Fully embracing the night owl in me
- Less tasks to get done
- Less things to coordinate into my plan of care (no PT/OT/ST, no discharges, no MD visits, no consults, the list goes on)
- Shift pay differential
- No lightning rounds
- Less people (introvert heaven)
- Less interruptions
- More time for the "caring" part of nursing
So, there you have it. I'm off to bed soon, hoping to get at least 6 hours before the first night. See you on the flip side!
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